You asked me what I loved about you
I couldn’t give you an answer then
I’m sorry that I lied about my feelings
I was a coward til the very end
You caught me in the in between
When things were far from simpler times
I tried to ease my mind to convince
But useless chants could never enchant
This rambling aimless girl
Maybe I thought I could run along with the seasons
And then maybe I could change as well
But the first time I met you I certainly knew
I would never end up with you
But I wanted to believe
In those beautiful lovestruck eyes
That maybe I could one day feel it too
But it never came
And it’s truly a shame
Because with all my heart
I wanted to love you